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Hi Silver-White-Winters if you are still out there I'd love to follow you!

Hey, peeps! My Twitter account is im_ashbee.

I am still out there, life has just been relatively hectic as of late. Last year, around August, I started having some health issues both physically and mentally. I had to take a month off of work in September (doctor's orders) due to a nervous/mental breakdown of sorts. I have had a few instances where I have almost lost my job due to missing too much work. As of right now, my health is kind of crap. Covid and a few other things are going around work right now, and I managed to catch something last week and was in the emergency room three times. They tested me for a variety of things, Covid included (was tested twice). The test came back negative and they said that it was either a false negative for Covid or an unspecified something or other. I had to wear a heart monitor for a week bc my heart rate was really high and that my blood pressure was high as well. So, I am being referred to a cardiologist for my heart rate and pressure in the chest. I am also getting a scan thingy to see if my gallbladder needs removed. As for my mental health, I am in counseling and will be doing trauma therapy again (see the Good Vibes thread for the reason why, you might have to scroll a ways back). My doctor (who is my new doctor) is going to order a gene testing thingy. That will (or should) tell us what medications will work, and which ones will not work.

As for everything else? It has been decent and okay. I am still a cashier/customer service desk worker/service coordinator (the last two are occasional). I met this really sweet guy and as of right now we are really great friends. I plan on sending him a Valentines Day card and dropping the hint that I like him. We'll see how that goes. Who knows, I might have found my dashing sea captain (haha, get the reference?). We both love Hallmark romantic films, so I decided to do something using Hallmark cheesy cliche stuff. If that made sense?

In the realm of things fanfic related, I have been writing a little bit more than normal. Unfortunately, nothing for TSOM. I am still trying to get the courage to write and post the next chapter to My Maria bc of the fact that it is a little uh..... shall we say, rated M for adult activities. Which, I am pretty sure we have talked about in a different thread. If you have read the Court of Thorns And Roses series by Sarah J. Maas, and chapters 54 & 55 of the second book, you will know what I am wanting to write (or better put, what gave me inspiration) and why I am so hesitant to post anything. I haven't posted it anywhere except for Archive of Our Own and possibly Wattpad, but I have published an original short story that I am very proud of. Eventually, I am going to attempt to write an actual book using my OCs and such. It is a later-in-life love story (sort of) with my female OC being 49/50 and my male OC being 60/61. Gives off major Hallmark vibes if you ask me.

Side Note: If you want to read my short story, feel free to shoot me a message on here, or on instagram (dandiequeen) or twitter (im_ashbee). Also, my goal is to be more active on here bc I miss the discussions and such that goes on in these forums.

Much Love xx